Visions and Visitations
"Born In Christ's Manger"
Before reading the following, I
suggest that you read (at least in part): "Ascension" on Dictionary.com is defined as: "the act of rising to an important position or a higher level; the ascent of Christ into heaven on the fortieth day after His resurrection." This morning, while I was still in bed and waking up, I was in praise and asking God to change me so that I would not feel sorry for myself and my physical circumstances; I asked Him to forgive me for my selfishness. I told Him that I know that His Children all over the world are dying and giving their lives for Him. God then showed me a woman in a dark cave or an animal stall. I quickly came to the conclusion that I was the woman and that I was in an animal shelter or a manager. The manager was extremely dark and black. I was alone and on my knees; while on my knees I was bent over. I understood that though I was this woman I was also seeing myself from outside of myself. I could only see myself from the waist up, but clearly saw the area around me. Though I saw and knew that I was in the dark, I also projected a brilliant yellow orange fiery (fire) glow from within myself that filled only the area where I was bent down and on my knees. At first I thought that there was a fire within this second woman (me) in the stall. At this point, I saw myself within her also. It was then that I actually realized, and was sure that I was seeing myself within myself. The woman within me projected the bright light, and was almost as large as the woman (me) on her knees and bent over. Both women were me, and we had become one. I was seeing my spirit within my flesh. As I looked at myself from a distance, I saw that the woman in the manger (two women as one: spirit and physical) was looking down. I saw a light shining up through this woman, me, from the floor of the manger. As I studied this image, I saw myself look down toward the floor and my smile was in the fullness of God's love — it was God's love that I saw reflecting from within me and on my face. I did not see the baby that I knew I was looking at so lovingly, but saw the Light from this new creation shinning up onto, and from within my face and body. I knew without a doubt that a new baby, a brand new innocent creation had been born by God through me and within me. I was also sure, and heard God confirm that this new creation had been given permanent birth/creation. I have experienced many beautiful and wonderful experiences with and through God, but this was so beautiful that I am beyond words. I cannot describe what I felt inside of myself and saw upon my face. I have only ever seen this much love and joy upon Christ's face. I truly saw His nature within me/us as I looked at this new creation. I was so in awe of, and thankful for this new God given baby. It took me some time to realize that I was seeing the new me; this is the Being that God had/has taken through the fire baptism. I realize now that the "fire and light" is not only something that we go through, it is also the new birth that causes us to be God's Holy Light/Fire; and one with God through His Holy Spiritual birth:
(John 12:35-36) Within myself I have become the Holy Spirit's Fire; within ourselves we have become, or are becoming the Holy Fire of God. God reminded me of this and caused the following reality and knowledge: He is the Father of Lights and I have seen the manifestation of His new birth within me/us. God then said, "Though you live in a very dark world with no light, I am causing you to be My Light within." God then reminded me of the following verse, and the fact that Jesus had come to earth to bring the Light of God to mankind. (John 8:12-13) [Update on July 15, 2015: God said that I, the woman, was bent over the same baby that I/we saw in the Visitation and Prophecy “Greater Than Azusa Street". How very precious and loving God is. He also said and confirmed that the manger I saw myself in (as both the woman and baby) is symbolic of the manger that Jesus was born in. He is the first of God's new Fire/Light creation born in the Spirit and flesh. (Romans 8:29-30) I had forgotten that God trusts us now, and has always trusted us — even before we were born into the physical realm on earth. He trusts us to walk and stand with Him on earth during this time. We are now His Children of Light, His Children of Fire. (Luke 3:16) [NOTE: August 20, 2015: This morning God said to write down what He said: "... Yes, you see correctly. I love all equally, but a special bond is formed with Me when those I love, love Me with the same passion, Amen. David is an example — Moses, and of course Christ. I love all equally, but the bond formed when one loves and knows Me intimately is special and much deeper because both parties are in love with the other. Both parties have made the other more important then they themselves are, Amen Amen and again Amen... All that we (all) have endured together now manifests and blossoms before our eyes and the explosion began last weekend (August 16, 2015) in church ..." As I wrote the above down, I realized for the first time that not only will He never leave us or forsake us, but that because He is LITERALLY causing us to be one with Him and within Him — this is His Will and plan for us. This is His new creation! I was also TREMENDOUSLY relieved and blessed to know deep within myself, for the first time, the following reality: because He literally lives within me, and we are ONE as He has said so often (to me/us and in the Bible) it is also now IMPOSSIBLE for me to forsake or leave Him. It is no longer possible for me to separate/leave/forsake Him. We are (all) truly ONE. READ NEXT:
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